plastic smile…

well, its just been too long i had been pushing myself to wear that plastic smile… proving to be just a “oh-so-happy” soul…trying to hide myself completely from the world…people only like strong characters and happy faces… and i want people to love mee… all of them…a friend once said: I only like happy people, and you piss mee off totally with your sad stories… a bad day follows everytime we talk in the morning…

i did not feel bad…did not cry…i rather thought, there was something terribly wrong with me…and i started working upon it…it was a meticulous task…i took a note of every thing i spoke and did…to a given situation, i observed, i reacted differently…it was overwhelming to observe and evaluate myself…

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